The Ril World...

Good Ol

2006-10-13T15:40:00.000-07:00

So Excited Remix

Jay Z Kingdom Come

Usher Shawty

Tyrese So Excited

My Love

2006-10-12T17:36:00.000-07:00

Its Hot, I Love It

Once Again

2006-10-11T14:27:00.000-07:00

Save Room Might be elevator music but its so delicious

Once Again

NU

2006-10-09T15:07:00.000-07:00

Omarion-Obsession

Omarion=Ice Box

Mya=Creme Cheese

Pretty Ricky= On Da Block

Paris+Nothing in this world Urban Mix

2006-10-06T12:42:00.000-07:00

Show Me What You Got

The High Road

2006-10-06T12:39:00.000-07:00

JoJo The High Road

2006-10-05T20:16:00.000-07:00

Makings Of Mini Me

2006-09-28T15:09:00.000-07:00

Heres Here New Album...10 tracks WOW

SideLine Ho

Gwen Stefani Demos

2006-09-25T15:36:00.000-07:00

Orange County Girl

Breaking Up

CandyLand

Promise

2006-09-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

Promise

2006-09-19T15:52:00.000-07:00

Things have been kinda Up and down the last couple of days. I had an EXCITING weekend. I chilled for the majority of the weekend and since I dont have classes friday-tuesday I always have four day weekends unless Im working. But sunday I actually had the chance to go out and drink.

Oh and dance 2 lol. I guess Ill be movin out again in the next few weeks I really dont miss having my OWN place, I hate bills but whatever. Classes are coming along great besides my melt down today....

20 Y.O.

2006-09-19T15:48:00.000-07:00

LOL Im 20 Y.O. 2 Anyway this is a really great cd

20 Y.O.

Tell Me

2006-09-19T15:43:00.000-07:00

Diddy Sucks, Christina is the best thing about the song

Tell Me

So Excited

2006-09-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

Glitter

2006-09-12T15:24:00.000-07:00

Trying to balance going to college and holding a fulltime job is stressful. For the past two weeks I've felt like pulling my hair out. Not having someone to have sex with sucks to.

Anyway It seemed as if I was overworking myself to the point where monday I felt like I was about to pull a Mariah and just start throwing glass on the floor as my mother calls 911 while Im frantically screaming in the background and start to leave crazy voicemails on my site lol.

Anyway Beyonce CD has finally grown on me. Even Suga Mama. Its still rushed and she could put out better but its still hotter than any other black femaile performer. Janets new cd is gonna be hot 2. I dont like posting peoples cds OF WHOM YOU SHOULD ALL GO OUT THERE AND SUPPORT. Christina and Justin and maybe Janet I dunno maybe Ill post it this weekend.

Has anyone ever had sex with their teacher in college Does it get you good grades lol? Not that Ill need the help Im to busy being teachers pet. Its really easy to outshine assholes.

Long Way To Go

2006-09-12T15:23:00.000-07:00

To bad she cant sing lol becuase if she could she would be Hot. I guess shes the newer Aaliyah. And no Aaliyah couldnt sing either, she just stayed current with her music software lol.

FERGALICIOUS

2006-09-12T15:20:00.000-07:00

Basically its black eyed peas without the black eyes lol

fERGIE-fERG

Dorm Daze

2006-09-06T20:04:00.000-07:00

Dont Know if anyone views cocodorm but one of my favorite people and bestest friends is on there now...

I've seen one of his shows....Its pretty hot. Never experienced it first hand tho...well maybe once but that was a case of indecent exposure lol.

Dunno if I should reveal who it is or not but........ why not check it out for youselves I mean if your into porn and whatnot

BlindFold Me

2006-09-06T20:00:00.000-07:00

This is 4 Resse lol

Back Up

2006-09-05T16:16:00.000-07:00

Probably the best unreleased track from her "Bday" Sessions, Me Likey

Back Up

Anew

2006-09-04T12:34:00.000-07:00

School started this week. I was supposed to be going away but that fell through, so I have to go to reagular college til I can start Towson U in 07. Getting back into the grind of school wasnt as hard as I thought. I have associates that I go to school with. No one I would hang out with, except for Tyrone who I have seen in a year wow.

But school is great. I felt like I was missin out on something awhile ago when I wasnt in school and just working a lame ass job, I felt like I had no set path and I would have to struggle my whole life. Or atleast til I made it big modeling or acting.

So my major is Digital Film Production, along with all of that is writing, directing, production all that good stuff. This is clearly what I want to do. As far as act, write, direct, produce and model. Most of that you dont need help with, I mean you can go to acting school but that didnt really help Tara Reid did it?

My professors are all cool even though most are middle aged and angry, I dont really see how anyone could see teaching as a profession but to each its own.

This holiday weekend should have saw me drunk and booed up but clearly that didnt happen. People would rather go and party. What about my body, body, you gonna make me call somebody lol.

Friday I was just pissed. So I went to sleep. Saturday I just wasted money on nothing at all. I got drunk, I partied, I threw up twice so I wasnt drunk after that I was over it.

Sunday I hung out with Lil Kevin and chiled for a sec and went out a chilled. Another school week presents itself and I have a paper to write...

New Music

2006-09-04T12:30:00.000-07:00

New Amerie Losin U

New Fergie Ferg Here I Cum

New Beyonce Lost Yo Mind

FutureSex/Lovesounds Review

2006-09-04T12:18:00.000-07:00

Justin has made the best cd to come out this fall. Christina's already bores me, because Im not in a happy relationship so theres nothing for me to dance around and be a platinum blone with red lips about. But Justins album is really great. He is the only person that can work with the big names in the industry and not sound like everyone else. He makes Club Funk.

Sexy back is a great song as is My love. I loather Timbaland and his nack of being all over everyones tracks and he has the audacity to get on stage being a fat fuck.

What goes around is clearly about Britney. Cheaters never win and look at that fat cheeto eating slut now. Knocked up with no career in sight. Im waiting on your comeback tho, because Im sure pos K-fed you'll be Britney again.

LoveStoned and Summer Love are great bangers and Chop me Up is a great ghetto song featuring 3 6 mafia. I just hate when featured artist overshadow the actual singers song. The cd even has some deep introspective stuff on there.

I hate Damn Girl just because Im tired of Will.I.Am. But over all its an amazing Cd 9/10

A Public Affair

2006-09-04T12:11:00.000-07:00

Why am I reviewing someone who is almost allergic to good music? Because I love her lol. Jessica Simpson, if she cant hit a note, she sure can dress her little white ass off. But besides that shes funny to me and her songs are funny and poppy and put me in a good mood.

She doesnt make danceable pop music like Britney did. She doesnt make deep R& B music like Christina. She makes fun happy poppy music that I listen to everyday on the ride to school because it puts me in a good mood. Post Divorce, it isnt sappy like Nicks Cd. Its light hearted but not as bad as Paris Hiltons Musical circus.

A public Affair is a great song and it made me want to get my skates out. Fired Up is a great club banger and I belong to me is a great mid-tempo Ballad thats the next single. Of course she doesnt have a norginal bone either, so the covers are great and dancey, You Spin me around is amazing.

So she might not be able to stand up agaisnt Britney or Christina but she has her own little chunk of pop stardom. Shes not in anyones Shadow anymore 6/10

B'day Review

2006-09-04T11:54:00.000-07:00

Ok I already went into this cd with a chip on my shoulder. I felt this Cd was rushed. 2 weeks come on! Who is she? J.Lo? Does she think she can make a masterpiece in 2 weeks? Why is it titled after her Birthday? Why is Jay Z on 2 tracks again, is she that lazy?

Then there were the 2 lackluster performaces, the 1st at the BET awards which wasnt the big Beyonce Performance it was hyped to be. She came out on a fucking Stool. Then the Vmas it was a Janet/Britney Rip off. While being one of the highlighs it wasnt really Beyonce. She Im still kinda dissapointed. But at the end of the day, its about the music.

And the music isnt bad at all. Its a olid Cd, way more uptempo than that snore fest which was Dangerously In Love. Its more aggressive and has more attitude than any of her cds. Suga Mama Shouldnt have been on the cd its lame, who sings about being a Waffle Cone.

The songs do tend to be repetitive. Repeating Chorus' over and over again to fill time. But there are some highlights. Even though Beyonce doesnt have an orginal bone in her body, Ring the Alarm is a great song the video is Basic Insticnt, but I love twirling around my faux ponytail lol. Upgrade U should be a single if she didnt Release Deja Vu which isnt that bad.

Resentment is a great song if she didnt cover a Posh Spice song, Of all people to cover, why Posh? Irreplaceable is great probably will be a single, Neyo works good writing for the girls, I guess he has to get it out some way.

Green Light sounds very Amerie, but it still good nonetheless. Freakum Dress is perfection, Rich is really great working with her. The intensity makes you want to dance. Get me bodied is so repetitive but I can still see it being a hit. So basically she made a cd full of radio friendly hits nothing to deep, nothing to be grammied just fluff. I expected more from her, because I feel that she can bring it. Did she? No 7/10

Danity Kane CD review

2006-09-04T11:47:00.000-07:00

Well as hard as Diddy made them work it seemed to have paid off in a solid Freshman cd. Even though they dont have their own sound, quite yet they do blend together very well and having met all of them they are all individuals and you can kind of see that on the cd.

Theyre all early 20's so the cd is club oriented. Showstopper is a great easyy way to slip into the music scene not the best first single but still great nonetheless. The only track Im not feelin is Press Pause thats only because its to poppy.. Sleep on it, a track they featured on the show shows up as merely an underproduced bonus track.

My only complaint is that there is to much Dawn, Shes a great singer but shes on every track and its annoying when Aubrey and Shannon are on like 10 tracks and you have dawn willowing in on each and everyone. Aundrea even gets the short stick and Shes hands down the best singer. Overall its a pretty solid debut 8/10

Lets Go Fishin

2006-08-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

My faith has been slightly restored in Ms Beyonce. I think I was rally dissapointed with her before because I know out of my 4 fave singers (Christina, Beyonce, Mariah and Justin) They all can deliver superb albums if they tried and when you see one of your favorites delivering bullshit you get pissed. Real fans voice their concerns. People that just support each and every crappy decision an artist makes is a lame asshole.

Anyway Im not leaking the whole album just its best tracks IN MY OPION

Freekum Dress Produced By Rich Harrison

Kitty Kat

Get Me Bodied

Upgrade U

Irreplaceable

B'day Sampler

2006-08-21T15:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmm

B'day Sampler

Going Through The Motions

2006-08-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

I guess you can put Miss Longoria as #1 on my top people to do. Lol behind her are Jessica Alba, Nicole Richie and Sean(my baby, not my bestfriend lol). Anyway as some grim events over this past week have taken affect Im trying to keep a positive attidue about everything and brush it off.

Clearly me Leaving this fall for school maybe on hold til January at the earliest. Sad face seems like Im pulling an Alvin (Kisses lol )Anyway as anyone whos attempted to go to school or even away for school knows Fincial aid plays a big part. And what I didnt know is that even if you are living on your own, making your own money and supporting yourself, your still a dependant til your 24. So I had to put down BOTH of my parents income. So my mom is a manager of Human Resources or Customer Satisfaction at one of Mtas locations, I have no idea what she does besides sit down and deal with complaints ofr the company. My dad is a psychologist and manager at a place for the troubled youth. He used to be an addictions counselor back when he was a big time drug dealer ironic isnt it lol. So suffice to say these bitches make money whether I see any of it or not and putting them on my fafsa kinda killed me for my own money since they arent supporting me moving away they arent cosigning any student loans helping me with housing or anything . So they offer to pay for me to go to school here, THATS THEIR DEAL.

Can you believe it. And the dorm people have been callin nonstop like when are we gonna get a call, your dorm is gonna go to someone else etc... So Im over it, my only hope of starting school this fall is to go to a community college and take credits there which kind of disgusts. I've always kinda looked down at community college. Only becuz I went to private schools 95% of my academic career. So I may have to do a semester at something that begins with or ends with a ccccc or bbbb lol. I dont really care tho I just gotta keep pressin on.

Anyway I had an exciting time this weekend thanks to alot of my favorite new/old bitches. Me and Jermey Finally made up this friday. Albeit it was over drinks the feud has finally came to an end and thats great becuz I have one of my favorite bitches back into my world and that means drinks of course. We got fucked up. I hung out with Cornell Prior to meeting up with everyone else. We got drunk and then headed to GC to meet up with the rest. We had a ball then went to this other place which I cant remember much of besides people bought me drinks and this guy who I thought was cute for the past 2 years actually tried to talk to me. I was like WOW. To bad the circumstances didnt allow it. I guess Next Lifetime Maybe I dunno.

Saturday I was hungover and sick all day. ALL DAY I felt seasick like I swallowed seamen from an uncut dick. Yea I felt that disgusting. I didnt start my day or should I say night til 2:30am when I finally hooked up with my favorite and cutest friend. We were to hit a movie, party then whatever but the movies was defiantly out so we clubbed and danced. It was really chilled considering I wasnt drunk. And its always funny to go to the club sober every now and then to see everyone so tore makes me not want to drink that much when I go out anymore.

Sunday was very chilled. I went to Bowie with Kevin to see/ Surprise my bestfriend I havent seen in 2 weeks. We ate pizza and watched the TCAS. So all in all my weekend was great. August has been my favorite month thus far this summer.

Ring the Alarm

2006-08-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

I HATE POODLE HAIR. LOL

Sike anyway here is the second single from B'day. I think the video was rushed as is this whole cd. That she took 2 weeks to record. Anyway my problem is with the marketing. I think Beyonce is an amazing performer. Thats not a question. But her songs as of late have been very mediocore to say the least.

Deja Vu isnt a great 1st single its using the smae formula as Crazy in love. And when she first came out, she was the only Black "Fierce" (i feel so gay) female at the time. Ashanti was dead and Janets Career was nonexistent and after this new single still is lol. But she isnt doing anything new now.

I feel Shes trying to hard to Show growth by going out of her element. Like The crazy dancing in Deja Vu, What the hell is that lol. While she does what she does well it just isnt up to par with what she hass done in the past. And Im not a hater as some people have stated lol. She was one of my fave singers before she became this mainsteam Pop Icon. She still is one of them. Shes in the top 5. Her music now just seems uninspired. Like if her and Jay broke up she'll actually have something to sing about.

She hasnt had a break since 2002 Shes been going nonstop which meant she hasnt had any real life experiences to create songs about. Now shes going for over exposure. People dont miss her. We just had a #1 hit a few months ago with the amazingly annoying Check on it. before that it was Destinys Child and Before that it was her Cd. No Break. Mariah did the same thing til she Flopped. Took her time and made a really great Cd. I dont think she needs to flop per se. Shes going to sell regardless if she made a cd of her farting or eating popeyes on 12 tracks as long as Rich Harrison or the newly gastric bypassed Rodney Jerkins producing the Girls would eat her up.

The video isnt bad its just not really her style. I love the overdramatic Sasha tho. The spinning of the ponytail is amazing lol. I just hate poodle hair its gross. She just needs to chill out for awhile

Take Me As I Am

2006-08-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

Well I overlooked her when the cdfirst came out because she had negative things to say about Christina Aguilera. I never really admired her as a vocal performer nor ahve any of her songs really stuck with me. Shes an older singer that appeals to my friends that are 23-28 so I guess I was to young to jump on her band wagon.

I loved Be without you til it was played very 5 minutes on radio. This video is like the best thing shes ever put out. It has a story and its deep. I cant believe she had the balls to pull this off Im very surprised and amazed it

Back To Basics

2006-08-20T23:32:00.000-07:00

Ok the event It seems I've been waiting ages for has finally come. Close to four fucking years in the making the cd event for me of the year has finally been presented.

Basically a lil history on me and Christina's history. She wasnt my favorite when she and Britney first appeared on the scene, mainly because I was to young to apperciate music and whatnot and Britney came first so I thought Christina was a biter. But the bitch could sang so...I kept an eye on her. After Britney delivered album after fluff album and slowly started to lose my interst. I was 17 and starting school at new enviroment and I was kinda lost. I didnt really know myself at that time in my life.

I was in a relationship that ended badly. Really badly as a matter of fact and after that I was completely lost and all that good shit. The Christina came out with Stripped. While it isnt the Best CD ever created, some people have cds that speak to them at a time in their life and helped them through a situation. Shawn has Songs in a minor By Alcia Keyes and thats Probably why that is his favorite singer. Other people have cited Janet's velvet Rope as inspiration. My cd was stripped.

Not only was it uplifting and inspirational it was raw and had soul. Walk away spoke to me at that time as did Fighter, I dealt with alot of bs at that time. Songs Such as soar, Singing My Song, Beautiful all talked to me and gave me my umph lol back. So she became my favorite singer. Ever. I truly stand by her and support her vision and artistry. Yeah she used to be compared to Britney back in the day but their bodies of work are in two completely different directions. To me Shes a true artist because she writes and produces real music. She doesnt just write 2 sentences to a song to get a royalty in the mail like some buzzing insects lol. Anyway I respect her wholeheartedly.

Back to Basics isnt Stripped. I wasnt expecting it to be. Nor am I dissapointed. Shes at a happier place than the last record. I dont agree with th marketing of the album it isnt straight 1920's30's40's bullshit. Its just staright R and B on Disc 1 and Disc 2 is more experimental as she did the whole Disc with the very creative Lesbo Linda Perry. The cd has its shining Moments Makes Me Wanna Pray produced by Rich Harrison is great, As is the 1st single. Understand is a contender for my favorite track.

On our way is great and so is Still Dirrty, with the horns and funk its really hot. I love aall of Disc 2 besides Mercy on me Im not all religionly so I dont like hearing Jesus' name over and over. Hurt is the best ballad in my opion. Candyman is a great throwback track. Alot of people wont like it becuz its to different but hr vocals are just amazing on it as they are on the whole cd. Yeah she does yell and scream sometime, but nowadays you need that when you have BULLSHIT artist like Cassie selling Cds.

This Cd doesnt really speak to me like Stripped did. It isnt a personal album per se. I mean Shes happy, in love married. Im not lol. Simple as that. Im not running around being happy about my relationship because hell it isnt even there. I know as she continues to grow and evolve as a person She'll get better and better. Im not really a fan of Jazz but shes made me like it.

Hopefully because its a double Disc this bitch doesnt have me waiting twice as long for a new cd. Overall this is probably the Album of the year as far as production and quality.9/10

So Excited

2006-08-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

Janets new single is OK at most. Im really let down. Her comeback is beging to be lamer than Damita Jo, at least I want u was a great track. Call on me Is BS and this track albeit it featurs Khia isnt really that hot... U be the judge

O the model in the pic is my "husband" Shawn, Jesus he is sexy lol
So Excited

Danity Kane LIVES

2006-08-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

Suffice to say Im really proud of all of them thus far, their cd is really good for a 1st cd and a girlband cd. I really wanted it to blow away The Writings on the Wall But it didnt.

Paris Hiltons Musical Debut

2006-08-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

You either love her or hate her. Her music is the same. Its crazy and all over the place like her

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=MFMSZP9F

CrossRoads

2006-08-08T15:56:00.000-07:00

Besides me losing my phone this past weekend, NYC was amazing. Friday I kinda had some drama as to whether or not I was gonna go away for the weekend period. But I was on the road and on my way to Philly. Anyway I made it to Nyc Saturday, had breakfast at this nice little café

So I went to a workshop later on that day for this school that I thought about attending but I’ll pass, I don’t think I would ever really wanna live in NYC, I remember when I was younger I wanted to but now its just like....Why is it so crowded LOL. Im a miami boy or hell even a LA boy Nyc is to gritty for me.

Anyway me and my favorite club buddy hit up a eatery. He hooked up wit a boy and I kinda was bored and tired.. We made it to our hotel around 7 and I slept til about 10. I got up and met up with Alvin Anyway lets just say the night went down later on that night. I don’t remember much of it at all

I did lose a pair of my favorite shoes. And a pair of sunglasses. And I remember throwing up. That’s about it. I came home, chilled out and that was it. Honestly most of the downtime I had this weekend gave me time to think and reflect about some things.

Clearly being 20 isn’t always fun, it seems as if Im at some crossroads where I have to start making adult decisions to better my future. I’ve been kinda depressed since my fave cousin had a baby, not becuz of the baby per se but because it was like a wake up call, like HELLO your getting old. But whatever Im over it Im just going to enjoy my life as it is. College I guess will make it better hopefully I get to share a suite with one of my Bestfriends. That would be hotness

I need some tints for my car so I can SHOWSTOP this weekend lol

Beyonce Ring The Alarm

2006-08-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

Yea Im not a big fan of Deja Vu but I think she is rushing singles bitch needs to slow down the video premires monday here ya go

RING THE ALARM

New Urban Music

2006-08-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

1 - Beyonce - One Night Only
2 - Pharrell - Don't Take It Personal
3 - Pharrell feat. Jay-Z - Young Girl
4 - Cassie - Long Way To Go
5 - Uness - Old Skool Joint
6 - Mya feat. Yung Joc - Bout It (produced by Kwame)
7 - Mary J. Blige feat. T.I. & Jay-Z - Turn Off The Lights (Part 2)
8 - Megan Rochell feat. AC - Betcha
9 - Diddy feat. The Notorious Big & Nicole (Pussycat Dolls) - Come To Me (MB Remix)
10 - Pharrell feat. Snoop Dogg - That Girl
11 - Marques Houston - Favorite Girl
12 - Mary J. Blige - Only Wanna Be Your Lover
13 - Chris Brown - One Mo Gin
14 - Cassie - Not With U (written & produced Uness & R-Les)
15 - Mya - Ayo
16 - Trey Songz feat. Akon - Hustla
17 - Akon feat. Styles P - Blown Away
18 - Tony Sunshine feat. Fat Joe - Higher
19 - Beyonce Interview
20 - Danity Kane feat. Diddy & Yung Joc - Showstopper
21 - Bobby Valentino - Turn The Page
22 - Cassie - Don't Go To Slow
23 - Monica - Sideline Ho
24 - Letoya - She Don't
25 - Donell Jones - Bad Girl
26 - Lavell feat. Ac - Guilty Conscience
27 - Johnel feat. E-Ness - If U Want Me To
28 - S-Rob - She's A G

Mixtape

Cassie

2006-08-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

I think Shes decent, she may not be the best singer but nowadays who is?

Here's her cd

Cassie

New Paris Track

2006-08-07T22:58:00.000-07:00

The Slut actually makes decent music

Fightin Over Me Featuring Jadakiss and Fat Obese Joe

World Premire: Danity Kane ShowStoppers

2006-08-04T20:20:00.000-07:00

Aubrey...HOT
Aundrea....Cute
Shannon.......Loves it
D.Woods...Work U ghetto Bitch
Dawn.......Stop smokin Sigs but u were rockin lol

Danity Kane : Hold Me Down

2006-07-30T15:42:00.000-07:00

Im sure you've heard the song, its hot. Im fully supporting them mainly cuz there isnt a hot girl group anymore since DC3 is over and basically that was the Beyonce Show, They appeal to everyone I think they're a great mix

Hold Me Down

Right 4 Me

2006-07-30T13:41:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been tryin to find whatevers pullin me under, I sat back and I began to wonder, what was goin on in my life. Clearly its nothing drastic it just seems that sometimes you get alone hen your not really even alone in your life.

Me and Shawn beefed earlier this week because he is a fat slutty skank who cheats lol but I got mad over his phoneiness which we both display time to time but whatever. I got to see naked strippers on tuesday with my new favorite Club Buddy Lamont, You have to love naked sluts but the one I thought was cute waas walking around smoking a cig...ewww

Anyway I'll be taking a trip next weekend with my big brother, I cant wait we havent had any bonding time in months considering he was saving the country lol but besisdes that I've been bored tryin to get this shit right for school, moving to a new city is hard as fuck lol and relationships are harderr wheter its a bf, gf or mom or dad , the only successful relationship I have is with Shawn and its only becuz we can be 100% real and cuss each other out and tell each other when we're bored and dont feel like being around the other yea it hurts sometimes but the truth does, people are really sensitive nowadays for some reason.

Anyway Im bored now

My Baby

2006-07-30T13:39:00.000-07:00

OMG ISNT SHE THE CUTEST LITTLE PERSON EVER CREATED THIS IS MY DAUGHTER/GOD DAUGHTER/LIL COUSIN I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHES ALREADY SPOILED

Newest Videos

2006-07-30T13:31:00.000-07:00

I've been kinda busy, I have a life (not really)

What the Fuck is Christina Milian doing in this video. The song is gay which means I love it and I wanna go rollerskate right now..........

This video is weird even tho I love the song....

For the people who havent seen it yet, my Baby Jane makes a comeback

My grandmother...lol this bitch is crazy

My favorite scout

The second verison of Paris' video

Danity Kane: OneShot

2006-07-30T13:25:00.000-07:00

Well I love making the band 3 only for my baby Aubrey, I would so date her shes the only white girl next to Angelina Jolie that could get it. I love Aundrea to cuz she gives me Christina Aguilera Pre-Dirrty and Dawn only becuz she lives close to me when she is in Bmore. Dwoods scares me, Shannon is dull but the only natural beauty in the group if you watch the show then you kno this is the theme song and the song they worked wit wit Brian Cox lol I have sources LOVES IT
OneShot

Moving Right Along

2006-07-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

Life has been completely crazy as of the last few weeks. I’ve made a big decision about school and where I want to be at in the next few years. Knowing all of this at such an early age is good and bad in a lot of ways. It kinda sucks because a lot of people will kind of doubt you and your abilities and hey I am only 20 so I really don’t know which direction my life may finally end up. But at least I have a game plan. And when I get my mind set on something, nothing really gets my off course but myself. I am in some ways my worst enemy but A lot that has happened previously in my life has happened because I wasn’t determined and I didn’t know which direction that I wanted to go in.

I wont dare to bore everyone with the details but I plan to very hands on with my career and I wont settle for less than what I want. I know one thing though I cant wait to leave Baltimore. Even though Ill miss a lot of people, mainly my fam and close friends I know the BIG MOVE is necessary for me to achieve my dreams.

Anyway as Im just wasting time til its time for me to go I find myself bored yet relaxed at the same time. I haven’t really been doing to many social activities besides hanging at Shawns now and then but that hasn’t really been that heavy since someone is all tied up with a certain TEACHER WHOM THEY ARE FUCKING (SLUT) LOL F.U.S.M. My life has been pretty chill lately. No drama, no sex (insert sad face LOL), no shopping (bigger sad face) It sucks to be saving for school there are a lot of things I cant get until Im moved into my dorm. New wardrobe, Side kick 3, and rims for my new car (Audi A6 black sexy loves it). But it can all wait til my big fat refund check LOL. Well Actually I plan on getting either a new part time job or a new full time job for extra money.

Anyway my favorite cousin in the whole wide world Keisha had a beautiful baby prostitute Thursday July 19th at 2:06 pm I was at the hospital the night before patiently waiting for it to be born but when I found out they weren’t doing a C-section to just immediately get the brat out I went home and got some sleep. The baby is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO friggin cute. When I saw it(HER) I fell in love instantly. Its so cute. It also made me feel really old. Because me and Keisha are the same age and our moms are sisters so we’ve always been raised as twins we did EVERYTHING together. So people my age are popping out kids hmmmmm. I don’t plan on any til Im like 27 or 30 they are to much. But having my little niece/cousin thingy in my life is like having one even though I wont be here to see her grow Ill see her enough to complete my parental instincts.

Anyway this past weekend was fun and lackluster at the same time. Shawn has completeted Bartending school so now one of us legally can make drinks to get us fucked up. ADIOS EVERCLEAR LOL. So we ended up celebrating with a trip to the club that seemed like it wasn’t going to happen, but with a little impromptu acting we got there and we got really fucked up. I had a really great time.

Besides drunk dancing to everything that’s currently being played over and over again on mainstream radio I got to see a lot of people that I haven’t seen in a minute. AND a lot of people who I could have gone another 3 or four months without seeing again. But this was my first time out in a while if you count that trip to the now dead club LOVE a club outing this was my first time letting loose and having a great time.

I have to start hitting up the usual B-more spots before I go because I’ll be onto bigger and better things but Ill always miss things here...Baltimore has been my home for all my growing pain years maybe that’s why I am the way I am but whatever.

Download Toya's new Cd

2006-07-21T00:14:00.000-07:00

Her cd is surprisngly solid. Its not the best but it has alot to offer. Im actually impressed, it seems as if She has a realty show Mondays on BET which I knew completely anything about til like 10:20 monday but my lil brother tivoed it, she seems desperate. I was laughing hard when one of her crew said she was the next Beyonce DIG! LOL

The h-town diva

Preview Christina's Back to Basics

2006-07-21T00:06:00.000-07:00

The album sounds as if its going to be amazing. I really cant wait for the 15th of August. Theres alot of variety on the album if you like R&b and whatnot. She's really grown and just stuck to one genre of music which is R&b and did a way better cd than most people that are black put out. I feel as if it'll do better than Beyonce's 10 track cd, but you know how society is nowadays they dont go for quality. You know I had to slide a Beyonce dig in there

Back to Basics Previews

Fergie's New Video

2006-07-18T14:37:00.000-07:00

Heres her new video. Its cute, its not as hot as I thought it would be but its a bitch that sanged about her humps lol what should u expect?

Two New Christina Aguilera Performances

2006-07-18T13:32:00.000-07:00

She's in London right now doing promo for her New CD Due Aug 15th anyway she performed Candyman and Slow Down Baby at a private concert Monday 7/17

The Leak: Ciara Get Up

2006-07-17T11:43:00.000-07:00

The Dancing is hot and on point, cant wait for her new material

Candid's Me and Erica

2006-07-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

Yes She needs Proactiv and I need to put my tongue back in my mouth but it was still lots of fun

Candid's Me and Marquita

2006-07-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

Lol She was being a slut b4 we took this picture, she only wants me when SHe's drunk...SLUTS

Candid's Me and Shawn

2006-07-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

This was 4th of July and we were FUCKED UP LOL

Candid's Marquita Being A Pig

2006-07-13T22:03:00.000-07:00

Shes one of my favorite bitches she looks hot when she isnt stuffing her face

The Leak: Phraell In My Mind

2006-07-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

Here is Pharell's New Album........

I honestly dont like number One or The Gwen song...Maybe he should just stick to making beats and looking cute o I do like NERD but they flop 2

iN mY mInD

Deconstructing Beyonce and The Beyonce Video

2006-07-12T14:20:00.000-07:00

I guess I have a love hate relationship with Beyonce, Sometimes I love her (Her Dangerously in love Era) Some times I hate her (More recently) and I use hate very loosely. I honestly just think she needs a long ass break. Shes really just a little to much now. Shes going for over exposure, like Mariah before the breakdown. All she needs is a flop to pick herself back up and stop being lazy, and I use lazy loosely to only because she could have gotten someone else to rap on her 1st single instead of Jay Z thats lazy and convient Im sure all she had to do was walk to her couch and ask hem to lay down his Bars.

And Im sure we all know I disliked the BET awards performance mainly due to the fact that I expected MORE only because I know what shes capable of...

Anyway onto this video. I actually like it. And I use like loosely I like the video starting from the Jay Z rap til the end but the rest is lame and grabage. Sure she looks cute and couture but the video has a swampy dirty sweaty gross feel and Im not a fan of the stupid african dances she does. But she does have more energy and stage presence than most. I honestly only thinks she does extremely well when shes overshadowing people, (i.e. Her back up dancers, Kelly and Michlle) Here its just her and Maybe her isnt enuf...for me at least becuz it seems that every Gay is on her heels.

Oh maybe thats why I dont like her. I have this big individuality complex where I like to be exclusive with things, clothes and people I like, love, idolize or even listen to. I loved Beyonce before she released her CD when everyone hated her. Remember that time period where everything she did people critized? No? Oh maybe those are the hardcore Aaliyah Fans who became Fans after she died. But there was a time period I'd say after Survivor where everyone hated her and only I seemed to like her.

Then came her 2003 solo debut and everyone loved her. I began to back away slowly...of course but back away nonetheless. When every Gay person and every black woman wanted to be he I was extremly turned off in a BIG way. People in the clubs imulated the way she walked, talked, dressed its just gross and upon writing this I've come to believe I dont really hate her I just hate her impact so If I tone all of those other fans out Ill be ok. Still a 100% Christina Fan (Because she is a true artist, by that I mean she writes, has a vision, doesnt have daddy walking her through everything nor does she depend on a boyfriend or a hot rapper of the moment to sell records nor does she sing over other peoples vocals and tries to pass them off as her own (i.e. Check on it, Kelly sang the second verse) )

But anywho We'll see what else she has to offer on her New Cd. Im sure Ill like it, dance to it in the club and watch everything she does. But Im not sure Ill like it all very much lol

Anyway heres the Video....

Deja Vu

The Leak: Khia

2006-07-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

Khia's new single is out Its called Snatch the Cat Back you can view the video and hear another new track from her new cd.

New Track

Im normally not a big fan of ghetto bitches but I do have a special place for Khia, shes funny to me

The Leak: Justin

2006-07-06T21:59:00.000-07:00

Here is Justin's first single from his forthcoming cd Future Sex/ lOVESOUNDS. iTS MY FAVORITE SONG FROM MY FAVORITE MALE ARTIST. Lol Im so happy both of my favorite singers are coming out with cds this year Christina an Justina are holding it down!

SexyBack

Independence

2006-07-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

Anyway Im completely happy now in my life and cant wait to explore other ventures. I wanna be living in NYC by 25 and England by 30 just because there’s so much culture in the world I wanna see. So Im determined and I know nothing can stand in my way when I wanna get something done. But this weekend I’ll be catching some rays and finally getting a tan.

Im happy with all the friendships I have they’re all scars. Ugly but never going away. And me and my family are stronger than ever, why I wanted to breakaway in the first place is beyond me...oh my dad was crazy LOL its all good now. Im finally letting bygones be bygones.

No matter where I go, who I see and fall in love with Ill always be in love with myself.

I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic...those that are old and familiar...those that bring up lots of questions...those that bring you somewhere unexpected...those that bring you far from where you started...and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging, and significant relationship of all...is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the "you" you love...well that's just fabulous

So now for the summer Im staying back at home. Basically Im just passing through for the summer whereas in the fall Ill be gone away for school which is exciting. Im ready for the workload of things I actually want to do and my curriculum is designed for me to always be doing something, some of my labs are like 12 am. Crazy! But whatever Im completely happy about it.

Lately I’ve been laying low on the “D LIST” as me and my Twin (Shawn) Would call it. I haven’t been going out. The extent of our days where work, Shawn’s house, eat, watch some reality tv go home, sleep and do it all over again. Literally that was our lives from may til July. I made my super leap and or resurgence starting the 1st of July. Because it being a month and maybe my favorite month.

I extended my friend list again. Because basically it was just down to Shawn. I went through this whole faze of getting all of the phony needed people out of my life. Which made all the drama escape from my life. But in the end it left me with no one to hangout with besides Shawn. Which is cool and all but being best friends that are actually 100% honest with each other we tend to get a little to honest and sometimes we just pick fights with each other just for some amusement or some kind of excitement LOL. I know its pretty sad but hey it was fun.

Our circle has kind of grown up (apart). Erica is still a skanky slut but now she has a boyfriend. Will has drifted off into whatever it is that he does in his Willocity that is Will’s life. We did actually hook up once for Pride down town sometime in June which was fun and all. I know its going to be hard saying goodbye to my favorite Bitches but whatever, we’re all growing up and true friendships, while you often grow apart you realize you don’t need to speak to each other everyday to determine if the love is still there, true friends you can go months without speaking to them and when you actually do talk to them again it seems as if nothing’s changed.

There are a couple new players in my: Troy is like my white best friend, I didn’t really know what white gay America was thinking LOL well besides reading GQ. But hes like the coolest person to be around There’s Ty who’s really cool and laid back. Cornell who’s a blast out be around. Tom-Tom my other white friend who’s really cool. I use the term white friend very loosely, Im not racist or anything I make fun of each race equally, its just that since I left Cardinal Gibbons (Private Catholic High School) My white friends just disappeared but hanging out with them just reminded of how cool they can be.

Oh and I’ve started hanging out with Donya who lives around the corner from me hes like one of the coolest people I know to. So basically Im surrounded by a lot of goal oriented positive people. Im not being rude by saying I don’t like the loser friends I once hung out with, they are cool. But you have to be around people that actually think on a much more adult plane than people who set their goals so low and end up doing retail or something at 27. Its just really sad.

Anyway for myself Im just ready to grow and learn. You know when your like a sponge just ready to soak up everything you can to do what you wanna do. There are so many ventures and endeavors I want to take. I know with m personality and my vision (and looks) I can go really far. I don’t want to say Im this or that. But I think at the end of the day Im a visionary. I use the term trendsetter to but more so as I like clothes, I like to mix and match and I love to dress and fashion is just really important to how you express yourself. Its an expression of who you are. So how I dress reflects my mood in a way. When I was lame and boring I dressed that way. When Im fun I dress fun, and etc.

But what Im trying to do as a whole is influence a nation that you can do whatever it is you want to do and still be you at the end of the day. Clearly I have big dreams. Model. Actor. Director. Producer A & R exec. Own a production company. Work with a and collaborate on a line of clothing. I mean its not one set thing. Im planning WORLD DOMINATION. LOL the world is so lucky I cant sing because I would already have a rock-pop-r&b-soul-hip-hop album with a vintage jazz feel from the 20's,30's 40's album out right now. But I have big dreams I might not fulfill most of them til at least 35. But that’s cool. Modeling and Acting come easy but all the production stuff is basically there when looks start to fade or until I eventually get bored with something. I don’t just want to act and be a tool in someones work. I want to writ, produce and direct my own shit so I wont be conveying an emotion or act that someone wants me to convey it’ll actually be something that I put together.

And the school Im going to has had an extremely big influence on the entertainment business today so I will have no problems getting my foot in the door whereas they have people ready to scoop you up upon graduation and I’ll actually have to intern as a course my senior year so Im ready.

Back to my life as of now Im actually having a great time. This past weekend alone I’ve done more than I’ve done in 2 months. Friday night I went to Central with Cornell it was a really great time. Even though I ran into a former roommate who hates me. No biggie. I don’t have the time or energy to actually hate anyone anymore, its petty.
Saturday was really chill. I hung out with Troy for a bit and we went to starbucks and out to Bowie to hang. Then I went over Shawn’s for food and TV things that I could do on my own at my own house but its so much more deliciously “D list” when you have someone else there.

Sunday I hung out with Tom-Tom. Went out Arundel, then to the Harbor then to White Marsh then home to change really quick to head to Love with Gary. I had a blast, we haven’t hung out since the over dramatized very public fallout we had back in January. But we let the past be the past and bygones be bygones. And we had a good time like the good ol’ days. I forgot how much fun going out was.

Of course I was drunk. I saw my other best friend Juan there along with a lot of other Baltimore’s Billionaire Boys’s club. I don’t wanna name drop but if you’ve been out them you’ve seen the 20-23 crowd. I swear they played Beyonce’s song 4 times one back to back. Geez over kill. I like it and all but its not crazy in love or Baby boy. It’s a lackluster comeback single. But the Bitch hasn’t been out of the medias eye since she went solo so she isn’t really coming back from anything. But anyway Its still a good song at th end of the day and for the people (Gary) that think I hate on her. It isn’t so. I actually love Beyonce she kills her performances live well not the BET awards performance that was just lackluster and I think I expected to much considering most of her performances have been spectacles I just thought she was gonna do something extreme, be overtly hot doing so and kill it.

I hate to say that Busta Ryhmes or even Chris Brown had the best performances. Beyonce had on a cheap looking outfit that looked like some lame Baltimore fashion show person would come up with. The leg designs where cute but it still looked cheap. She looked like a greasy baked potato LOL but whatever her seizure was cute though. But im still disappointed hopefully performs Ring the Alarm at the VMA’s and reclaims her thrown....oh wait she doesn’t have it anymore because Christina Aguilera is coming out with a double disc cd Aug. 15th LOL I love the PR that Im doing to bad that’s Shawn’s major.

Everyone should know that I am a biased Christina Aguilera fan much like people are with their Beyonce’s or Aaliyah’s. LOL we’ll I do live in reality and do see and name their flaws unlike some fans cant seem to do (Gary, Beyonce fans or People that Loved Aaliyah and actually think she’s the best singer ever created. Just because you die shouldn’t make you a super star or a saint Im not trying to be rude or anything but come on) Anyway I love her new single and video. The latter had some getting used to, but overall Im pleased. Im happy people are giving her the respect she deserved but shunned away with the STD ridden video for Dirrty. So what the bitch thinks she’s Marilyn Monroe or Etta James or Billie Holiday. I know she’s bipolar so what! She wants to be called Baby Jane LOL ok who cares. Well Baby Jane is a bit much but so is Beyonce’s Sasha or Britney’s Mona Lisa. I guess moving right along.

Right now personally I’d rather not talk about my love life or lack thereof. Either Way Im happy school is my 1st love again so whatever else happens just happens....

Basically Im back with a new outlook on things. Ready to tackle a new city, a new life, and a new career so sit back and watch the drama unfold...

The Leak Over load

2006-07-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

Heres a couple new songs and albums

Kelis= Like U

TI and Eve=Cash Flow Main

Tamia's whole cd= Between Friends

Kelis= Throw It Up

Monica= Everytime the beat drops Official version

The Leak: Christina

2006-07-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

Hers a new song from her new double disc cd Back to Basics due august 15th

Slow Down Baby

THe Leak: Jojo

2006-07-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

JoJo's 1st single its actually ok, not bad for a comeback song but its just a reagular blan ballad

Too Little Too Late

The Leak: Fergie

2006-07-05T02:15:00.000-07:00

Heres her 1st single off her forthcoming album the Dutchess due sept 12th. Its cute and catchy

London Bridges

The Leak: Paris

2006-07-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

Heres her second single off her cd due to drop the 8th of August, its typical Paris being Britney

http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=273AE76F4CDC357C

Turn It Up

Night life

2005-03-12T17:21:00.000-08:00

NIGHTLIFE
I`m young, I`m hot and I hang with hot people, well my closest friends at least. I kno alot of ugly people 2 but theses are the spots we usually hang out at.

The Edge- Quite Fun

Iguna Cantina- Nice Crowd

The Delta-Fun

The Dox-Its ok

Love- Its ok lol

Unos- Me and Shawns Summer Spot

Red Lobster- Only Becuz I have a hook up there

Likes.....Dislikes

2005-03-12T02:06:00.000-08:00

Likes:
Drinkin
Partying
Shopping
Driving
Listening to music
Hangin out with My Best friends
The OC
Desperate Houswives
Alias

Music:
Gwen Stefani
Christina
Pink(Old skool, not the Marilyn Manson one)
Usher
Hoobastank
Mariah
The Killers
J-lo
Lindsay Lohan
Ashlee Simpson
Simple Plan
Alicia Keys
JoJo
Linkin Park
Pharell
Britney(When shes not thinking shes a serious artist)
Beyonce(With or without Destinys child)

Dislikes:
Tacky People
Sluts
Haters
Sprint
Ghetto People
Loud people
Desperate people
People that try to hard
People who think they`re something they arent
Ushers nose
Beyonces Overratedness

Q & A

2005-03-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

Name: Bilal(New Legal name), Rob(Old legal name), Bobby(Old nickname which I hate)
Birthday: Feb. 22nd 1986
Birthplace: A hospital I was to young to remember
Current Location: Baltimore
Eye Color: Brown, but can be whatever color I chose to wear
Hair Color: Black, sometimes jet black
Height: 6'1
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: African American, wit a little bit of that and a little bitch of this, alot of black and a little bit of bitch
The Shoes You Wore Today: Converses
Your Weakness: Ice cream, reese cups, Neko, naked sexy people, tabloids, music
Your Fears: To die without leaving my mark on the world
Your Perfect Pizza: Meat lovers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Car, New town
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, or thats hot, or Geez
Thoughts First Waking Up: Do I have any lotion to jerk off
Your Best Physical Feature: My eye brows, stomach when its flat, My lips, my penis
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel sleepy probably 3 am
Your Most Missed Memory: Of my best friend Almerez
Pepsi or Coke: Either with cherry or vanilla
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither KFC
Single or Group Dates: oth can be fun
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Sometimes
Do you Swear: All The time
Do you Sing: I cant but I try
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes it sucks
Do you want to go to College: Yea
Do you want to get Married: Yes to whoever I feel I can tolerate for a long period of time
Do you belive in yourself: Of course I am the best thing ever created lol, sike but I do have unlimted potential and I believe with my mind and body I can do whatever I put my mind to
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Very much so, but like everyone a little excercise would make me so much hotter
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: If Im stuck in the house with someone I can have sex with
Do you play an Instrument: Is my penis an instrument because if so I play it very well
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NOPE
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yeah it kinda sucked
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Lol I work at one
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, its been a little while since I had them.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Looooooooooove Sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes, fashion show
In the past month have you been Dumped: Lol My true loved moved away so yea thats kinda the same
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Lol yes coming from the club drunk and going to 7-11 why not take a snickers
Ever been Drunk: Lol in the past every weekend now its once a month
Ever been called a Tease: Lol yea then I normally give in
Ever been Beaten up: Lol NO COMMENT
Ever Shoplifted: nothing serious snickers at the most
How do you want to Die: Like Romeo and Juliet
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A journalist, directer, writer, author, Actor and model
What country would you most like to Visit: London
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Grey
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: tall I hate short bitches
Weight: slim or fit, I hate fat bitches
Best Clothing Style: Preppy or urban not a mix of both. I hate tacky bitches
Number of Drugs I have taken: No Comment, only tried it, I dont have any desire to try drugs again,
Number of CDs I own: I have a burn book full of burnt cds
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: none as of yet....
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 3

Have You Ever
Fallen for your besfriend No
Kissed someone who was just your friend Yes
Been rejected Yes
Been in love YES
Used someone YES
Cheated on someone YES
Been cheated on YES
Done something you regret Yes
Do you ...
Color your hair Eww no wait I did just to make it look really black
Have tattos Not yet
If so how many lol
Have any peircings My ears
If so how many 2
Have a bf/gf hmmmm no comment
Ever get off the damn computer No not reayy
Have you/Do you have...
Considered a life of crime No
Considered being a hooker Yes
Coneidered being a pimp No
Split personalities Yes
Obsessions Nope
Panic Nope
Anxiety Nope
Depression/Considered suicid Lol
Right now..
Current clothes Diesel, Hollister, H&M
Current mood Happy
Current hair Cut
Current music Public Affair becuz its so gay like my mood
Current annoyance Dumb drunk people
Current perfume/cologne 8
Current thing you should be doing Sleep
Current crush hmmm Mr. Poolman sooooooooooooooooo sexy I swear
Favorite
Drink Long Island Icetea
Color Orange
Candy Resse Cups
Tv Show Was The OC probably Desperate Housewives or Veronica Mars, vintage Faves Sex and the city, Buffy, Sailor Moon
Movie The cure, Mr and Mrs Smith
Place My bathtub or Shawns room
Person to talk to Shawn, Neko or Gary
Do your perfer..
McDonalds or Burger King Neither
Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend Perfect Love
Root Beer or Dr Pepper Beer
Sunshine or Rain Sunshine
Spring or Fall Spring
Winter or Summer Summer
Vanilla or Chocolate Neither
Snowboarding or Sking Neither
Lights on or Off Off
Are you...
Understanding Yes
Open Minded yes
Bad Tempered No
Happy yes
Attractive very much so
Bored Easily
Sad no
Unique yes
What do you like in a Girl/ Boy personality or looks or a combo
Eyes no comment
Hair color no comment
Long or short hair no comment
Hieght no comment
Body Type no comment
Random
How would you describe yourself A true individual
Do you have any Pets? Yes Charles
Have any syblings? Yes
What do you want to be when you grow up? Actor, Writer, director, producer, model
Do you wanna get married and have kids? Yes of course, I call that completion
What is your best physical Trait? My lips people say
What is the best thing about your personality? Im always honest
What words do you overuse ...I dunno
Whats the most annoying thing about you gasy lol
End this survey with a quote Do whatever it is you dream and never let anyone ever tell you cant do anything because you could die tomorro

2005-03-09T01:56:00.000-08:00

MY CREW
The Always Open reaccuring door of my life has been my many friendships there are a seperate core that never goes away everyone else just guest stars for a period of time

SHAWN- Is my backbone, my support sysyem. He has his head on right. We've been freinds forever.

GARY-Is my other half. We hang out alot now and hes hot.

DONNELL- I`ve known him since I was like 15and we were both straight then so we've been through alot together.

ERIKA- The other bestfriend whom I love dearly. Shes the most opionated person I know.

HANIFAH- Bestfriend since like second grade dont really hang out that much anymore.... I''ve Known her forever since like 2nd grade.

TY- We hang time to time, hes really chill so that works

CORNELL- My other homie that I hang wit time to time

TROY- My favorite white person lol

KEVIN- Thanks 2 u I have feelings. LOL. You made me experience like the most hurtful thing ever but I guess I needed that so....Im glad we`re still friends and that your apart of my life. I honestly will always love you no matter and I kno u will always love me cuz DUH IM ME lol

WILL- Your the most honest person I know and I hate it sometimes. He's like 30 and hes been through everything.

Introduction

2005-03-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

A Glimpse Into My World...

A 20 year old individual with their head on right. I jumped over drama and landed on my feet. I gotta keep goin, no stoppin me. I'm over all the drama and negativity that people bring with them. It's all about me from now on. My Career (school) is numero uno right now then all the other bullshit.

Theres to many postive things that Im doing right now in my life to let anyone or anything stand in my way. I was lost for a minuite but now Im determined to do what I need to do to get to where I need to go in life. I've found an inner peace inside that no one or nothing can take away.

I forgive all of those that did me wrong, because it has made me a stronger person. Not colder, just stronger. I have alot of love in my heart as people can see I tried to give it, but there are always people or friends in your life that wanna see you fail. Im at a much better and peaceful state of mind, thanks to everyone in my life. font>

I always wondered why some people let love define how they feel about
everything. If you aren't with someone your labeled as being miserable.
If you are with someone people immediately think that you are happy.
That's lame and shallow to me. The people in my life that I admire the
most are those take charge people who don't really give a fuck and
don't need a relationship to define them or dictate their happiness.

Right now as far as everything wit my personal life i really have no comment besides that Im happy I feel that when people put tom much of themselves out there people come at you a certain way or have a preconceived notion about who you are, Im just me and thats all I can be right now. I like a lot of different things and I have a very eccletic taste in everything from music to movies to fashion. Acting,writing directing producing and modeling is my passion and Im workin very hard to achieve my dream in everything right now
I'm still learning about myself. I know who I am now and I'm still growing.

The first time in my adult life I have creative freedom to just do me
and not have to answer to anyone. I love that. I'm not wit someone
that's crazy or jealous. I get to make descisions based on what I wanna
do now not having to worry about what someone else is going to think.
That's good. As far As career wise, I plan on Writing, Directing, Producing and Acting oh and model but thats Shallow SO LOOK OUT, my talent is about to be broadcast world wide and Im documenting it all...