Moving Right Along
Life has been completely crazy as of the last few weeks. I’ve made a big decision about school and where I want to be at in the next few years. Knowing all of this at such an early age is good and bad in a lot of ways. It kinda sucks because a lot of people will kind of doubt you and your abilities and hey I am only 20 so I really don’t know which direction my life may finally end up. But at least I have a game plan. And when I get my mind set on something, nothing really gets my off course but myself. I am in some ways my worst enemy but A lot that has happened previously in my life has happened because I wasn’t determined and I didn’t know which direction that I wanted to go in.
I wont dare to bore everyone with the details but I plan to very hands on with my career and I wont settle for less than what I want. I know one thing though I cant wait to leave Baltimore. Even though Ill miss a lot of people, mainly my fam and close friends I know the BIG MOVE is necessary for me to achieve my dreams.
Anyway as Im just wasting time til its time for me to go I find myself bored yet relaxed at the same time. I haven’t really been doing to many social activities besides hanging at Shawns now and then but that hasn’t really been that heavy since someone is all tied up with a certain TEACHER WHOM THEY ARE FUCKING (SLUT) LOL F.U.S.M. My life has been pretty chill lately. No drama, no sex (insert sad face LOL), no shopping (bigger sad face) It sucks to be saving for school there are a lot of things I cant get until Im moved into my dorm. New wardrobe, Side kick 3, and rims for my new car (Audi A6 black sexy loves it). But it can all wait til my big fat refund check LOL. Well Actually I plan on getting either a new part time job or a new full time job for extra money.
Anyway my favorite cousin in the whole wide world Keisha had a beautiful baby prostitute Thursday July 19th at 2:06 pm I was at the hospital the night before patiently waiting for it to be born but when I found out they weren’t doing a C-section to just immediately get the brat out I went home and got some sleep. The baby is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO friggin cute. When I saw it(HER) I fell in love instantly. Its so cute. It also made me feel really old. Because me and Keisha are the same age and our moms are sisters so we’ve always been raised as twins we did EVERYTHING together. So people my age are popping out kids hmmmmm. I don’t plan on any til Im like 27 or 30 they are to much. But having my little niece/cousin thingy in my life is like having one even though I wont be here to see her grow Ill see her enough to complete my parental instincts.
Anyway this past weekend was fun and lackluster at the same time. Shawn has completeted Bartending school so now one of us legally can make drinks to get us fucked up. ADIOS EVERCLEAR LOL. So we ended up celebrating with a trip to the club that seemed like it wasn’t going to happen, but with a little impromptu acting we got there and we got really fucked up. I had a really great time.
Besides drunk dancing to everything that’s currently being played over and over again on mainstream radio I got to see a lot of people that I haven’t seen in a minute. AND a lot of people who I could have gone another 3 or four months without seeing again. But this was my first time out in a while if you count that trip to the now dead club LOVE a club outing this was my first time letting loose and having a great time.
I have to start hitting up the usual B-more spots before I go because I’ll be onto bigger and better things but Ill always miss things here...Baltimore has been my home for all my growing pain years maybe that’s why I am the way I am but whatever.
I wont dare to bore everyone with the details but I plan to very hands on with my career and I wont settle for less than what I want. I know one thing though I cant wait to leave Baltimore. Even though Ill miss a lot of people, mainly my fam and close friends I know the BIG MOVE is necessary for me to achieve my dreams.
Anyway as Im just wasting time til its time for me to go I find myself bored yet relaxed at the same time. I haven’t really been doing to many social activities besides hanging at Shawns now and then but that hasn’t really been that heavy since someone is all tied up with a certain TEACHER WHOM THEY ARE FUCKING (SLUT) LOL F.U.S.M. My life has been pretty chill lately. No drama, no sex (insert sad face LOL), no shopping (bigger sad face) It sucks to be saving for school there are a lot of things I cant get until Im moved into my dorm. New wardrobe, Side kick 3, and rims for my new car (Audi A6 black sexy loves it). But it can all wait til my big fat refund check LOL. Well Actually I plan on getting either a new part time job or a new full time job for extra money.
Anyway my favorite cousin in the whole wide world Keisha had a beautiful baby prostitute Thursday July 19th at 2:06 pm I was at the hospital the night before patiently waiting for it to be born but when I found out they weren’t doing a C-section to just immediately get the brat out I went home and got some sleep. The baby is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO friggin cute. When I saw it(HER) I fell in love instantly. Its so cute. It also made me feel really old. Because me and Keisha are the same age and our moms are sisters so we’ve always been raised as twins we did EVERYTHING together. So people my age are popping out kids hmmmmm. I don’t plan on any til Im like 27 or 30 they are to much. But having my little niece/cousin thingy in my life is like having one even though I wont be here to see her grow Ill see her enough to complete my parental instincts.
Anyway this past weekend was fun and lackluster at the same time. Shawn has completeted Bartending school so now one of us legally can make drinks to get us fucked up. ADIOS EVERCLEAR LOL. So we ended up celebrating with a trip to the club that seemed like it wasn’t going to happen, but with a little impromptu acting we got there and we got really fucked up. I had a really great time.
Besides drunk dancing to everything that’s currently being played over and over again on mainstream radio I got to see a lot of people that I haven’t seen in a minute. AND a lot of people who I could have gone another 3 or four months without seeing again. But this was my first time out in a while if you count that trip to the now dead club LOVE a club outing this was my first time letting loose and having a great time.
I have to start hitting up the usual B-more spots before I go because I’ll be onto bigger and better things but Ill always miss things here...Baltimore has been my home for all my growing pain years maybe that’s why I am the way I am but whatever.
posted by Ril at 12:17 AM
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